Things i dislike about myself..

I dislike a lot of things about myself but my main one is having a problem with my self-esteem. My self-esteem is very low. I don't know why but when someone tells me im pretty or something positive i do say thank but inside i'm telling myself "no you aren't". I also have a problem with my weight. I always tell the doctor that i'm fat or i need to lose at least ten more pounds. How that start was in the beginning of the year when i went for my physical and she said i was 5 pounds over weight. Ever since then i have been very strict on myself about what i eat. Another thing that i dislike is that my attitude i don't like how i take mt anger out on everyone and how i present my anger, there must be another. Those are the things i dislike about myself..